Making It Worse

I thought all this writing would help ease the ache, but it has only served to make me more aware of just what I’m missing.

I’m almost finished a new Mr. Clark’s Assistant story and just from writing it, I’m in a constant state of arousal, wet and soaking all the time…with no outlet for it.  Masturbating isn’t providing me with the release I need.  If anything I’m just more frustrated.  I need the feel of his skin on mine, his breath in my ear, his taste on my lips.

I want to communicate through my writing, and yet I still can’t figure out how to ask for what I want.


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